how do you people get so lucky? how do you find someone that cares about you at all? the people that find love, don't take it for granted. cause there are a million other people out there who haven't, and want it just as much and don't deserve it any less. it's like when you don't eat all your food and your mom tells you there are starving kids in africa. i'm starving. i mean seriously, how can a person live without love?? and people like me, who love so much... or try to, but no one cares. it's hell, being lost in love. confused, or something. it's just fucking screwed up, some people are so lucky. god, i miss him like hell. 5 months on monday since i'd seen him. it's forever.